chinese new yr is in two days and i don't feel the festive mood at all
probably cos of the 2 exams i had yday and one more coming on the 29th, i didn't even get new clothes for cny!
ok i do have new clothes but while checking out the wardrobe, i realised they had something in common - black.
not that im superstitious or anything but some families are, so, i wldn't wanna ruin their traditions or festive mood by wearing something else apart from red/pink- i call them cherry blossom colours
so i wldn't call them new yr clothes

not a big issue anyway since i don't have anywhere to go for visiting too cos my family comes to my house since my mom's the eldest and my grandma's still in the hospital
sigh. i went to see my grandma just now and spent 5 hrs with her just talking to make up for the days i didn't go cos i had to study
seeing her like this makes me sad and she doesn't want to come out from the hospital even if home leave was granted, i tried persuading her and talking to her about stuff but she's still feeling sad as well
all i hope is that she'll rmb all that i've said and recover soon so that our family will be happy again and i hope she'll be happy too
i really missed her a lot this past month

there was a point in time when i felt that my family was falling apart, nothing serious, just a vibe but now its starting to feel okay so im less worried but no one really knows when she'll get back to normal cos she's taking us on a roller coaster as well so we're just keeping positive and praying. telling ourselves that she'll be fine soon.


as im blogging, vincent li is annoying me with many ways possible, playing with my lack of ability to multi-task. I can burst any moment now.

with 2 papers done, i'm proud to say i've finished Eclipse today! haha. reading on the psp makes the book seem thicker cos it seems like i'm reading so fast! i've only got 1 more book left and i'll need to wait for another book to captivate me. i think the only book that's ought to captivate me now is "Neurological Rehabilitation" for my exam next thurs. im cringing at the thought of that

im super jia kang dang according to vinc. i think cheena stuff scares me and i find cny songs absolutely annoying. just imagine me walking through bedok interchange to get to piano with all the chinese songs blasting and uncles shouting nian huo! it drives me nuts, i would run if it wasn't weird

amidst all my rantings about the new yr, im still embracing the holidays and i'm starting off with

dinner at vinc's place and probably go for a spin in his bro's car

gong xi fa cai everyone!! :)

chinese new yr is in two days and i don't feel the festive mood at all
probably cos of the 2 exams i had yday and one more coming on the 29th, i didn't even get new clothes for cny!
ok i do have new clothes but while checking out the wardrobe, i realised they had something in common - black.
not that im superstitious or anything but some families are, so, i wldn't wanna ruin their traditions or festive mood by wearing something else apart from red/pink- i call them cherry blossom colours
so i wldn't call them new yr clothes

not a big issue anyway since i don't have anywhere to go for visiting too cos my family comes to my house since my mom's the eldest and my grandma's still in the hospital
sigh. i went to see my grandma just now and spent 5 hrs with her just talking to make up for the days i didn't go cos i had to study
seeing her like this makes me sad and she doesn't want to come out from the hospital even if home leave was granted, i tried persuading her and talking to her about stuff but she's still feeling sad as well
all i hope is that she'll rmb all that i've said and recover soon so that our family will be happy again and i hope she'll be happy too
i really missed her a lot this past month

there was a point in time when i felt that my family was falling apart, nothing serious, just a vibe but now its starting to feel okay so im less worried but no one really knows when she'll get back to normal cos she's taking us on a roller coaster as well so we're just keeping positive and praying. telling ourselves that she'll be fine soon.


as im blogging, vincent li is annoying me with many ways possible, playing with my lack of ability to multi-task. I can burst any moment now.

with 2 papers done, i'm proud to say i've finished Eclipse today! haha. reading on the psp makes the book seem thicker cos it seems like i'm reading so fast! i've only got 1 more book left and i'll need to wait for another book to captivate me. i think the only book that's ought to captivate me now is "Neurological Rehabilitation" for my exam next thurs. im cringing at the thought of that

im super jia kang dang according to vinc. i think cheena stuff scares me and i find cny songs absolutely annoying. just imagine me walking through bedok interchange to get to piano with all the chinese songs blasting and uncles shouting nian huo! it drives me nuts, i would run if it wasn't weird

amidst all my rantings about the new yr, im still embracing the holidays and i'm starting off with

dinner at vinc's place and probably go for a spin in his bro's car

gong xi fa cai everyone!! :)